So Much to Do

So much to do!

5 days ago I had not much of a clue how I was going to move forward with my solo music career. Quite honestly, I’m still virtually clueless as to the actual steps I need to take, but I’m finding myself with tons of tools to explore so I can figure it out.

Yes, I’m very happy and satisfied with both music projects I’m currently working in. SugarSmax (5pc rock/party band) is fun, great money, and allows me to hang out with talented people I truly love and value in my life. S & M (2 piece acoustic duo) allows me to express myself in more intimate settings where Mark and I can talk with the crowd, and explore the music a little more. But, there is this third facet, probably the most important one, that is still hanging out there “beyond my reach”. Beyond my reach? Why? Who says?…yeah, that’s what I’VE been saying, and quite frankly “beyond my reach” is bullshit. It’s right there for the taking. I just need to reach out, grab it with both hands and run like I stole it!

I’m feeling a major shift in my attitude. No more dwelling no the past. No more being angry at my mother, Steve or who & whatever else is my scape goat for not doing this sooner. This is my time, I prayed for help, I opened my mind to help, and now I have so much in front of me, that I need a few more hours of the day to read/ listen to podcasts & blogs, and most importantly PLAY MUSIC!

No more complaining.

No more engaging in conversations with people who constantly complain.

No more looking for reasons why I might fail.

No more making excuses for putting things off.

No more fear (ok, less fear…ok, no more letting fear hold me back.)

MORE confidence.

MORE creativity.

MORE actual doing, not just talking about it.

MORE thinking positive thoughts.

MORE visualizing my dream.

MORE looking for reasons to succeed.

MORE open mindedness to new ideas, and new ways of thinking.

MORE smiling.

there are probably more “no mores” and “mores” that I can add to this list, but it’s a great place to start. I look forward to the huge amount of work this is going to take. I will be thankful every step of the way, even if there is a set back. These setbacks & mistakes hold value in what is learned from them.

Look out world, Shannon Lee is hitting the music scene. I am visualizing myself playing my songs on festival stages, at original music venues, opening for bigger acts, and eventually being the one that an up and coming will want to open for. I see a big stack of CD’s that people will want to have for their own. I see that by sharing my gift with the world, I might be able to bring some joy to others like so many artists have brought to me.

What is your dream? What do you see yourself doing? What are you NOT doing and why? Think about it, are you ok with the answers to these questions? What are you going to do about it if you’re not?

Shannon Lee